finally assuged my craving for tim sum yesterday.
eating nice food makes me happy.
well for a moment at least.
and a moment is worth an ubelivable amount in time.

my body is finally screaming out after all of the beatings it has taken from me
the long nights i have put it through
and all the physical, mental emotional exhuastion has manifested itself into this blasted fever come body ache that has left me decidedly lethargic and screaming out for rest and sleep.
only that i cant exactly scream seeing that my throat feels like there's a rose bush growing inside it
and as such i am relegated to suffering in silence.

stupid levis wont let me change the boxers i got.
gahh.